February 5, 2007

elected on friday assassinated on saturday

my dad had some dick surgery today and my aunt came i guess for moral support but i really think that if she had a hit list, or even an assassin for a friend, i'd be getting more make-up put on me then i would have ever allowed with a pulse. i'm going to buy a castle tomorrow. with a built-in water bottle. and a wheel; i would dig her a mote had i an aligator. i plan on going to new york tomorrow but it's supposed to be negative 18 degrees so i might bag that, yanno i aint into all that negative shit. maybe ill just huddle in llello's tunnel and watch the science of sleep, maybe with some sweet potato soup. maybe i'll call sarah for some jokes, i don't like lists to go to waste. or much else for that matter, sleep maybe? is that wasteable? i dont believe so. i think being that it itself is an act, and a renewable one at that its impossible for it to ever be a waste. test: food is wasteable because it is an object and not indespencable. eating would be sleeps equivilent i guess but could also be wasted because someone in dire need could better utilize it. mmm well i guess sleep could be wasted on the "not as tired" if there is a common balance of work being done in the world and only a scale number of people can be sleeping at a time- yes, then that would be a waste. but i assure you this sleep that is about to take place in this room, is vital. actually i don't think i'm even awake right now. i hope not becuase this dream would be a lot better than the ones i've been having. fuck. i told you i;ve got important things to purchase tomorrow! i sleep for money! i live for money! giveeeeeeeee if i ever become president i would make money and love synonomous. and god and you. amen.